Another page for the Book...

Nothing to do...
Got no one to talk to at the moment...
I miss them... I miss her...
Still... Life goes on and new pages never end....

My Book?
My Book of memories...
My oh so painful moments...
And ofcourse, The Joyful moments that I still cling to...

I remember the day when
we always went to different computer shops after class
hoping that 6 seats will be open...
after gaming... always eating Chicken strips in the street...

The times with her... I still cling to...
Her touch, Her smile, Her voice, and ofcourse her eyes that to me was panoramic...
Those silly text messages... Those moments outside the school eating lunch....
I remember that day when you were so scared of that cat...
Looking at your reactions... It made me laugh... then you laughed also...

I can't get over these memories...
No matter how much stress or how much work I receive
to keep me busy... Once I stop working... I quickly get those flashbacks...
Wish I could just forget them but its easier being said than done...
Its like being shot at both arms when I try to forget... Very Excruciating...

My Moments of Thought... They're the ones occupying my mind for the time being...
I miss them... Wish I could just Bactrack everything so I could fix all of these...
Sometimes I wished I was "Goblin Techies" so I could just explode to an empty void...

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Arghhh.... Why can't I stop bitching about this...

The past can't be changed... You can't write at already written pages...
All you could do is read it over and over again...
The only answer is to add the pages...
You can't change the past but you can do something about tomorrow...

I guess I can put what I feel right now in these song:

Tonight
by FM Static

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

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Songs can really make you emotional....