Regardless who you may be, I'll still hate you ^^

Bored, Thinking of things I'll do to you if I hate you.

If you we're a guard, I'll still hate you
I'll grab your nightstick and hit you in the face
I'll grab your flashlight and pummel you to a pulp
I'll grab your gun and shoot you in the skull

If you we're a doctor, I'll still hate you
I'll grab your biology book and hit you in the face
I'll grab your pager and smash your hand
I'll use your stethoscope and strangle you until you fade out

If you we're a guitarist, I'll still hate you
I'll grab your guitar and hit you in the face
I'll grab your amp and smash you to a bloody pulp
I'll use your guitar string and strangle you to your last note

If you we're an addicted gamer, I'll still hate you
I'll grab your keyboard and smash your face
I'll grab the CPU and smash you to a bloody pulp
And I'll delete all of you characters until you can't take it anymore

Regardless who you may, I'll still hate you
I'll be here plotting every step of your demise
Whenever, Wherever, I'll still hunt you down
Until I see your corpse lying in the ground

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10 Thoughts for the weekend...

1. This song that seems to never escape my mind



2. Pizza hut's Lasagna Pizza that is surprisingly the 1st kind of pizza I hated. Honestly, The pizza was literally bombarded with Lasagna.

3. The word SOULIFICATION which I read from Daryl's blog

4. The flowers we left at my dad's grave



5. The book entitled Pandemic by Daniel Kalla which I'm currently reading. This book's plot is a little bit similar to our current virus outbreak problem.

6. Trigonometry, Advanced Algebra, and Solid Geometry finals next week. I'm pretty sure I should be studying now.

7. The feeling that I'm being left behind by the people I trust and that no matter how much I try to chase them, the gap never seems to shorten...

8. If I should start Photography as a new hobby. Photography seems to be an interesting hobby.

9. The movie Angels & Demons

10. Nina.... Who the hell is Nina? Seriously.

Seriously, who the heck is she? XD

Playlist on the fritz...

Daily Ritual:
-Wake up at about 5 in the morning
-Take a shower
-Wear my uniform
-Eat breakfast
-Plug in my earphones and start sound tripping
-Go to school for summer classes

Nothing out of the ordinary there.
Except for the fact that my playlist keeps repeating the same song over and over again even though it's on shuffle and "no repeat".

Example:
1st song - Papertin Hymn by Anberlin
2nd song - The Right to write me off by Amber Pacific
3rd song - Right where we left off by New Found Glory
4th song - The Right to write me off by Amber Pacific
5th song - All the small things by Blink 182
6th song - The Right to write me off by Amber Pacific
7th song - This is for real by Motion City Soundtrack
and the song repeats itself over and over again with 1 different song in between.
Weird eh?
Is it just a bug in the system or some kind of realization from the unknown?
Honestly, I really don't care on what's the reason behind it.
The only thing that bothers me is that every time this song plays, the usual image appears in my brain.
The image from the past that was long thrown in the shredder.
The image of her that I thought was already torn in shreds. Guess not.

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Some lyrics from the song...

"Can we make this last forever
With every word we're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you know

It's growing old to see us torn by every choice that I have made
In every instant you were right to write me off and move ahead
And I think I let you down, I throw it all away
I never meant to break it up or make you feel this way

It's getting colder through these walls that seem to thin to break us now
A perfect ending still in line though it seems our time is running out
And just a call from you would make this go away
I never felt this day would come, I'll never be the same"

Nonsense before midnight

Out of all types of people I've met, only one tempts me to break that person's neck.
Seriously, They're really pissing me to the last nerve.
They're called in words such as cocky, arrogant, brash, bumptious, certain, cocksure, conceited, confident, egotistical, hotdogger, hotshot, hubristic, know-it-all, lordly, nervy, overconfident, overweening, positive, presumptuous, self-confident, smart aleck, smart guy, smarty, smarty pants, swaggering, swollen-headed, vain, wise guy
but they're all the same.
So typical.
A simple worthless victory for them and they talk about it for days.
As if I care of all the Bullshit that comes out from their mouth.

I'll give you an example...
Consultation day back then during 2nd semester.
I still remember those people mocking us who failed.
But they mock us with what?
They mocked us with their "3" flat grades.
They think they're that smart against us?

I failed those subjects because I didn't have enough effort put into it but they fucking passed because they only cheated.

*I'll just vent out some anger on those people*
Akala naman nila kung sino sila.
Punyeta kala mo kung sino ka eh tres ka nga lang.
Lagi na nga kayong nandaraya pero tres pa rin kayo?!
Atleast kahit bagsak ako, hindi naman ako naging desperado para mandaya.
Hindi tulad nyong mga punyeta.
Pinagyayabang nyo pa sa akin ang grades nyong puro flat tres.
Atleast ako me uno sa ibang subject eh ikaw ni isang 2.5 wala.
Akala nyo lang mas magaling pa kayo sa amin dahil dyan?!
Tignan natin next year kung sino ang babagsak sa atin.
*done venting out all of my anger*

For now, I'll let them the taste of they're short victory.
They passed all because of the effort to cheat.
We know we didn't cheat.
We failed for we didn't have enough effort to study in the subject.
We know we have the brains, we're just not using them fully.

One of my professors once told us that
"The people who fail are the ones who will be victorious in the end"