It's always with you

With you I'll always be sure
That no matter what happens to us
We'll always be standing strong
Or until both of us falls

If I remember correctly, it has been six years since I left.
Since I left that beloved school of mine.
The faults it had didn't matter for memories made it strong.
Memories of the once young and naive.

Like a battalion we dispersed with time.
Moving on with our lives and ignoring everything back.
Old acquaintances didn't seem to matter but there was something always missing.
But every search made always ended up empty handed.

Life is tragic if loneliness is your best friend.
Believe me, I've gone there and back.
It's not for the full of cheer and joy.
Or it'll only kill you like an arrow piercing your heart.

Moving away from something once deeply treasured is truly painful.
But your choices didn't matter for someone else was in control.
And so, you follow every heed of the master like some kind of bought slave.
Until it all ends, and you're finally free from all chains.

Now rejoice for you have found what you lost.
Raise the wine glasses for a truly joyful celebration.
And now you have found it, make sure you never lose it again.
Or it will be the reaper's scythe you'll eventually find.

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The crazy things a bored mind can make.

Seriously, why do I even bother writing this things that I can't even understand myself.
Talk about nonsense. =))

It's simply called...

A word as old as Adam & Eve
A word not limited to a novel long definition
Given life not by the book but the one who speaks it
It creates and at the same time destroys
It's love my dear ladies and gentlemen

I know you're thinking of her/him right now
While you listen to the tranquil and sentimental tunes
While you lay down at your bed and stare at the ceiling
It's like you have your own world inside that cranium of yours
Where the only people is the two of you

You can't help but wonder on what they're thinking of
Is it you occupying the current moment in his/her brain?
Do they find you as just the rest or as the one
Endless thoughts ramble as you roll with impatience
Until the sandman finally ends your torture of the night

I know you want to come out clean
and lodge everything inside that chest of yours out into a single phrase
But you can't for there is something stopping you
An invisible restraint that limits you from doing what you must
Everyone's been there but we all get pass it eventually
And now you wonder when will the word "eventually" come

Days, weeks, months, years
They grip unto you like some kind of force
It whispers to you that what you desire is achieved only in dreams
But you'll fight it
You'll fight with everything you got inside that will of yours
To tell that person those never old three words of wonder

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uhmm...

The fucker man

It's epic, it's stupid, it's just embarrassing for both you and me.

Still can't forget that asshole who took my 20 bucks earlier. >........<

It was about 12 or 1 in the afternoon when I was waiting in a jeepney station for the vehicle to be filled with people so we can finally leave. The scenery was hot, hot, and did I mention, hot.

The jeepney rides have a flat rate of 18 pesos. No more student or senior citizen discounts. So, I took out 20 bucks and held it with my left hand and waited. I fell asleep moments later.

Some seconds later, I woke up. I looked at my left hand to realize that my 20 bucks are gone. Suddenly, the dispatcher asked for us to pay the fare. Trying to put the 20 bucks dilemma aside, I just took another 20 and paid the price.

Suddenly, A man in front of me reached something under my seat. I was thinking that he found my 20 bucks and was gonna return it to me or ask the remaining people on who owned it. I was wrong. He gave it to the dispatcher instead as his payment for the fare. That jerk.

I was pretty sure it was my 20 bucks. I looked around the scene and it looks like no one else saw 20 bucks lying under my seat. To make it worse, when a mid aged woman went inside to ask for some donations for a church, he gave the change from the stolen 20 bucks as his donation as if he was some kind of saint. Out of the extreme heat and rage, I pulled out a finger but in a manner that no one else would see besides the asshole.

He got the message and replied by doing the same thing. I guess he has no conscience. Unlike me, he's an idiot in aiming. People beside me though he was flashing his finger at them, hence they gave him a look that looked like they we're saying "point that finger at me and I'll break your balls off".

Out of humiliation, he stopped flashing and I continued mine. And so, I got out when the jeepney stopped beside the mall nearest to our house. I didn't feel any better though...

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Probably Karma's way of telling me that I should have helped my friend earlier.... My deepest apologies to her... I'll try to make it up to her someday. ^__^

The blank schedule

Pretty much nothing happened this morning. As in, nothing happened besides seating in a chair for 5 hours staring at the windows hoping Rambo would pop out from nowhere.

I made a quick observation about the class though and the following were:

• The class is divided into groups as always.
• Majority of the students are males. I'll estimate about 95%.
• Air-conditioning is no good. The raging sun outdoors was practically cooler.
• There is still no professors assigned to our multiple courses.
• The classroom is beside the C.R. which is a good thing for me. =p
• There's not a single ---Censored--- in the class....

However, it's not all bad since I know some of the people there. At least I won't be a loner. I still miss having afternoon classes though since I hate waking up early in the morning. =__=

Oh well, I'll just stay curious on the remaining events.

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Now for some of my plans for the week. Movie plans to be exact.

My plan this week is to watch that really awesome movie 2012 directed by Roland Emmerich.

In my opinion, the doomsday plot just never gets old. True, it has one end. The earth will be destroyed. But I think what most movie goers want to see is how it will happen. What I'm impressed about this movie is the awesome C.G.I.. This is a film you wont want to miss.

Trailer:

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The rest of my movie plans are still far but I will be marking the release dates on my calendar.

1st will be the movie Legion directed by Scott Stewart.

I'm pretty sure this will be one of those controversial films since angels will be looked upon as the antagonists this time. Still, I'm gonna watch the film. The release date is January 22 2010.

Trailer:

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And of course, the film The Last Airbender directed by M. Night Shyamalan. Pretty much, if you watch Nickelodeon's "Avatar: The Last Airbender", then this film will be probably the same except that of course many changes will be made... I'm having 2nd thoughts though if I should still watch this film. Oh well, it's one of my favorites so I'll try to appreciate the movie version. The movie will be released by summer of 2010... guess we'll have to wait ==___==

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Here's the remaining list of movies I'm yearning for...

• screw the list.. I'll just wait for something good. >.<

In a failure's mind

Dreams of aspiration gone
Hoping for another chance destroyed
Living in a dark path taken
And the failure bids to another life

The people criticize a failure
As if they feel superiority over the weak
But the hidden truth will always stay
That they are failures of their own selves too

Hiding over the shadows
Looking over the people mock and such
A failure fails to understand
That why other failures act like gods

"Why" is the question to be solved here
Why must the poor be mocked
Why must the rich embrace greed
Why must failures be the ones on the lead

gods are failures
Nothing more than illusions
Only a persona seen behind a human's mistakes
Only a defense mechanism to stay sane

So who is the real failure here
The one's mocked or the gods?
The ones hiding in the shadow or the ones living in greed?
Truly everything now has gone tupsy turvy

It's ironic and yet comedic
The ones failing is seen laughing
And the ones succeeding is eventually lost
Just goes to show that nothing ends what they usually seem

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Just a random scribble I thought up while eating. =3