Racism is bullshit.

Since the Engineering department had no classes for the past week, I burned my time doing nonsense.

While comitting to my nonsense, I found this game called (censored).

This is a Role Playing Game (RPG).

But not the kind of RPG wherein you slay an evil magical creature or fight endless battles using a huge sword and you never seem to die.

This type of RPG was like real life.

Real life as in you do what you do in your daily life.

Eat, get a job, sleep, and so on.

And one day, while playing in game, this scenario happens.

My character was waiting for a cab which seemed to never arrive.

And then, this guy pulls up in front of me and asks me if I want a ride.

Since I was pissed off waiting for the cab, I decided to accept his request.

While on the road, he asked me on my beliefs.

I asked him back on what kind of beliefs.

Was it about religion, government, or etc.

And he said government.

Before I could even reply to his question, he asked me If I believed in "white supremacy".

Being a guy that didn't want to be involved in complicated matters, I simply said "I don't know".

And then the scenario went worse.

He kept babbling about how he loves the "white supremacy".

I didn't know if he was still role playing or was he acting like a Nazi for real.

Because, I was so pissed off at his endless chatters, I said I believed in equality.

He suddenly stopped the car.

He asked me with anger if what the hell was I saying.

So I explained to that narrow minded racist that I believe in all races being equal and that no race should be claimed supreme or greater than the others.

He suddenly throttled the car and said I was a traitor of the white race.

And then he started another speech on how much a traitor I am.

I decided to just jump out of the car but he locked the doors.

I had no choice but to struggle his chatter.

And then he accelerated the car more.

Finally, he said people of my ideals should be killed and he went straight for a dead end.

Before the car slammed, he jumped out the door leaving me locked inside.

The car slammed at the wall and the car exploded.

And my character died.

The End.

Even in games, racism is still found on other people.

And this is the reason why wars never stop.

Here's a lesson for you, when someone who believes in a one race supremacy gives you a ride, just decline the offer. Even if you really know the person.

You'll never know if one day, you'll be found dead on a burning car.

Thoughts for the 1st week..

Previously, I cursed this schedule of mine.
Provoking war against every hour from 12 in the afternoon.
Blaming anyone that has no relevance to my cursed dilemma.
Pretty much, acting like a complete idiot.

First day.
Woke up at around 8 in the morning.
Ate an early lunch and did everything needed and left at around 10.
Back then when I had morning classes, Usually the climate was cold.
Now, I haven't even left the house and I'm already sweating.
Ignoring traffic, Ignoring the person smoking beside you during a jeepney ride, I arrived at about 11:30.
Pissed off to the highest point, I made my way inside the building.
First sight, giving out of fans that had writings about avoiding the flu and dengue.
Well that lowered my anger for a bit.
Still pissed, I went up the stairs while using the damn fan and sat at a bench until the cursed bell rang.
1st class, Literature. Led by a professor who likes to pose while teaching.
2nd class, no Prof.
3rd c;ass, no Prof. and so on.
After sitting at a chair for hours, I realized that this class was going to unleash all the layers of hell. And I gave a silent laugh. Disturbing isn't it?

2nd day.
1 Prof. showed up and no one came in the room until the day ended.
Wasted another day torturing my ass in a chair.
And then going home, a very clear idea came to me.
I'm cursed to never arrive home earlier than 7 in the evening. Sweet.

3rd day.
P.E. at about 7 in the morning.
The whole 2 hours was wasted with cheers and introductions.
Even now I wonder, why is it that I must always bring "6" balls and not any number less or more in Table Tennis? Does it mean I'm going to screw up for 6 times while playing? Cool.
9 up to 12, I wasted those hours in front of a computer.
Class started and there was an improvement.
2 Profs. showed up and then the day ended sitting again.
And the trip home took me "Four" god damned hours.

Current day,
2 profs showed up and I tortured my ass once again.
And I went ahead and bought myself a 2000 paged book. Thank you Physics.
Surprisingly, the trip home was relatively short.
Maybe I was given pity since everyone seemed to looked at my 2000 paged book.

Things I learned:
1. Keep your calm even though your group mates are complete lazy assholes.
2. Never make eye contact for a long time or don't make eye contact at all. Specially if someone didn't break eye contact for a long time. I'll never stare at her again.
3. Some Professors seem to have a blood compact with fellow Professors. Screw with one and you'll deal with an army.
4. Learn to love. Love a book I mean. Specially if that book is 2000 pages long. Happy reading.
5. Just laugh at the Prof's joke when he/she makes a dumb joke. Even if you want to throw him/her to the lowest layer of hell, Laugh.
6. Never "completely" trust someone's opinion. But I'm not saying don't trust me XD

Pretty much, I actually praised this dilemma of mine that I once cursed to the deepest layer of hell.
Interesting section, Interesting courses, disturbed professors, Oh we're heading for a good one.
Brace yourselves as all Armageddon unleashes.

Media's Retarded

It's been weeks since I watched the news.
It's probably because I'm not interested in watching the T.V. for now.
But what pisses me off is that the same news from weeks ago is still running up to now.

Yeap, it's that fucking sex scandal that seems to have no end.
For christ's sake people, don't you have anything better to do?
We're all tired of seeing that doctor, and his mom, and those other doctors in the T.V.
It just shows that the media would talk about sex rather than our country that is burning down to the ground.

And until now, the internet goes wild with those videos appearing from nowhere.

Another thing that the media loves to talk about is that H1N1 virus.
It's just a flu. It's not something to get crazy about.
All someone needs is quarantine if he's infected and he'll be fine.
It's not a virus worth going insane about.
When the media talk about it, it's like ARMAGEDDON is approaching.
For bullshit's sake, there are far more deadlier and more contagious viruses.
It's not like that the Spanish Flu who killed 50 to 100 million people suddenly went back to life.

Does the media even think about the upcoming elections?
They're treating it like nothing's going to happen.
With what's happening now, We rather have Erap as president again since no one really cares about whoever takes the presidential chair.

Final note,

The media would rather talk about sex and some weak virus rather than talk about pressing matters like the presidential elections or deadlier viruses like dengue specially with the rainy season we're experiencing.
What a lovely country we live in.
Now I'm thinking about Europe as the next best place to move in

Garena players at worse

Do you play Warcraft?
what about Left 4 Dead?
or even Counter Strike?

If you say yes to even one of those games, then you probably know Garena.

If you play those games and still don't know what Garena is, don't bother continue reading.

So let's start shall we.

Garena, a program used by gamers to connect their respective game with other gamers through the use of the internet.
It's a pretty convenient application if you ask me.
As long as you have the game, and of course the internet connection, then you're all set to go.
It's motto even says "Connecting World Gamers"

Although it connects gamers world wide, it also attracts narrow minded idiots.
Idiots who pay no attention to their fellow allies.
Big shots who think they can totally dominate a game by their own.
Idiots who quit once they're completely humiliated

There are even times when some people call Warcraft "DoTA"
For goodness sake, DoTA is just a map for Warcraft
And then you ask them what Warcraft is and then they're clueless to the name
it's ironic they play DoTA all day long and they don't even know what game they are playing

Next, connection issues.
Although Garena connects world gamers, it is still clear that you need a large bandwidth if you're going to host a game of many players.
During a game, and then someone begins to disconnect from the host.
The usual dumbass player will say (translated in english) "Tunnel! Tunnel him you idiot"
or "Stupid Host" or some other things
But when the disconnected player can't be saved by the host, the usual dumbass player will say things like (not translated) "Basura pc mo" or "de uling na pc" or some other nonsense

But SERIOUSLY, I'm betting that guy has a way better computer than the trashtalking idiot.
It doesn't mean that a player is disconnected, then his pc is automatically blamed.
Then again, idiots never actually pay attention to anything.

Lastly, it's depressing to see newbie players being slaughtered by cocky players
And whats worse, the newbie's allies seem to hate him more rather than to help.
Why can't some just understand that they we're once a newbie.
Then again, pawning noobs is not something to be proud about.

I'm not saying everybody is like this, only some.
I'm sure a lot of people can relate to this, people who actually use Garena anyway.

What having a fever taught me.

Still down with a fever.
Although not as worse as yesterday, I'm still pretty weak.
Weak not in a sense that I can't lift my own self.
But weak in a sense that I can't instantly heal myself.
Did it ever happen to you before that you should be doing something but instead your pretty much too weak or too lazy to do it.
So pretty much what I did the whole day was sleep, take my medicine, and sleep.
So much for a planned day.

Doing nothing except staring at the ceiling.
Looking at a fly revolve around the light bulb.
Hoping some miracle would happen such as a being would show up in my bed and give me some special elixir that could cure any disease.
or maybe the fly revolving around the light bulb would suddenly speak and say to me "lift your sick lazy ass already!"
Instead, I stared at the wooden ceiling whose paint is already coming off.

Now that I'm strong enough to get off my lazy ass,
I've realized that we're all just humans
We're the image of 99% perfection
We may look like perfect, we still have one flaw that counts for the remaining 1%
And though it seems I'm good at avoiding the illness of others.
Once it catches up to me, I'm pretty much useless as a bag of peanuts.

and on a final thought, it seems youtube suspended Jee Youn Kim a.k.a. sori1004jy
because of some freaking copyright issues.
Is it really that so damn wrong to make cover songs?!
It only shows you that there are people out there who takes pride in ruining others.

Shit at the beginning of June

It seems that 90% of everyone I know in UST is taking up "Table Tennis" as their P.E. course.
Some preferred that course while others took it up because it was the only thing left to choose.
Besides Social Dance anyway, which everyone seems to hate except for me. I don't know why.

A week from now and it's back to school.
Sleepless nights will come to another beginning.
Specially now that I have afternoon classes.
Say goodbye to sleep and say hello to Physics, Computer, and of course Calculus.
And I forget to mention, my P.E. classes are 7-9 in the morning and my classes starts at 12.
And it's clear that I can't go home between those free hours.
Pretty much, I'm screwed. Thanks God. Thank you very much.

Now for the bright side.... shit, there is no bright side.
Classes from 12 to 5 in the afternoon. 6 on Wednesdays.
A 7-9 am P.E. and 3 hours to spare to do what? besides sleeping anyway.
It's just like my 1st semester last school year.
Classes from 7-12 and P.E. at 3 pm.
Of course, P.E. back then wasn't all bad because that person was there. * oo, ikaw gago *
And to put the cherry on top, LTS (Literary Training Service).

Goodbye long hair *salamat talaga manong guard T_T *
they wouldn't let us in the enrollment until we cut our hair short.
And to top it off, the barber apparently screwed up how to cut hair.
*chismosong barbero!! hindi tinitignan ginugupit. palibhasa pinag uusapan nila ung lecheng walang katapos tapos na sex scandal*

Damn, I'm really screwed this semester.
At least I won't see that person again. * oo, ikaw pa rin leche *
Wish I just had a car so travelling wouldn't be a problem.
On second thought, fuel cost today is freaking expensive.

Let this post end now. Turbo Hamster, you know what to do.