If I could....

This post was supposed to be about my desktop...
Unfortunately someone turned the radio on and the tunes playing we're so sentimental...
I meant really old tracks...

From the title...
Well the idea just popped out of my mind...
A quick flash in my head...

If I could...
I said this line a thousand times...
If I could get a dollar every time I said this then I would be really loaded by now...

If I could just change something...
If I could have done something to help that person...
If I could have just studied last night...
If I could change the wrong actions I made...
If I could just disappear with the air...
If I could bring back those precious moments we had...

I'm getting sick of saying this line...
If I could... oh shut the hell up...
Judging from all those If's....
I'm guessing that I really regret a lot of what I have done...
It's not like I could avoid some of my mistakes...
Some just happened instantly....
They happened when I wasn't expecting them...
They we're inevitable...

But I thank some of my mistakes...
For example... If I didn't make the mistake of choosing of the wrong P.E. course....
then I could have not met her...
that was just one of them...

If I could just end this post with something cool...

I know...

I'll be greeting some of the people I know

Merry Christmas to....

ALL OF YOU...

If I could just list you all T_T